I havent blogged in a while because I have been going through some stuff. It is difficult for me to explain because I don’t even understand what it is I am going through. I try to find logic in the chaos and when I am unable to find the logic I almost break like a robot trying to understand something illogical. The phrase “does not compute” comes up a lot in my head very often. 😦
I am also sad. Sad that I was not able to renew my subscription or make enough money for me to get a subscription on the other two blogs. Why is it so hard for someone who wants to do good 😦 All I ever do is try my best for others and that never seems to be enough. “Does not compute” comes into play again with this situation :(.